ugh i have an infuriatingly romantic soul…
long ago contour drawing I did
lol my drawings! i don’t take it very seriously but i really miss making visual art!
valentines day comes… dresses up for date, date gets cancelled. lies in bed and watches francis ha on netflix with full makeup.
feeling a bit looney- housewarming happened and drinks were drunk and i stayed home instead of going out tonight to write poetry. except now this lunacy has turned to loneliness and it makes me wonder if i am able to live without for much longer.
"Watching the moon at midnight, solitary, mid-sky, i knew myself completely, no part left out."
From "A History of When" →
When you were undone you buried your arms elbow deep in the dirt of your fathers. Red dirt. Dry stone to crack and powder brittle underneath until stone and old bones meet. A boy trying to reach them; a man reaching back to those who carried him and hoped for better. He listens for voices as the…
just used the thesaurus to write a yelp review
maybe i’ll write the girl in,
watch me you who are afraid of
she will be fearless with plumage
of a boldness fit for kings & those
watch me as i write her in,
hero unafraid of distances & heights
and lonely ways for spells
in new myth transcending page